life as it is

right now i'm surviving in singapore
just ended a really meaningful or a relationship that to me was meaningful enough to cherish till the day we fell apart..
honestly i din expect this bt then again...
a relationship is a two sided thing..
it takes two to tango
and then there comes a time the music will stop playing
would you still continue to dance?
the song ended a long time ago
and in the end
it was only me on the dance floor

it's ok..
this is life afterall
you dun get everything you want
and the things you want, you always lose it in the end
we cry
we throw tantrum
we cry some more
we complain that life is unfair
and then we move on

in my life
i think there's a reason why i'm born
and the reason is greater than any heart break out there
but still why is it that i cant be happy just a little while longer everytime?
i mean i know in the end i will accept that 'it' is bigger than this
but then again..
cant i do 'it' and be happy all at once?
cant i find someone who would cherish me for who i am
and be stronger than me at heart?

i'm only 22 but why is it i feel dat my life has already exceeded its limits
yet i find that my life just started..
what is this?
to make me stronger and wiser at a younger age?
to make me learn the hard way?
bt then again i am not ungrateful that my life is eventful
just...
i wish that everything that i wanted doesnt come with a price..
bt then again
that's life as it is..