its been more than a month and i'm still thinking of him before i sleep..
sure i do think of another guy too but the fact i'm still thinking bout him dat strongly doesn't make a difference i think of ten other guys before i sleep..
its sad really. it's not like it's a crime to think of him..
it's just a prove i can never get over him till i dunno...
what exactly should i do to get over him?
see him one last time..?
say a proper goodbye?
i know he's already moved on..
already has someone else to replace me..
n i'm now just a distant memory in his mind..
it's not like i cant do the same for him
he's now existing just a memory too
just like every other man who stepped into my life
all they have now are only memories
but in this case....
i dunno... it's alot more complicated than that
day by day i grow dull
turning all we had into memories then into nothing
is harder than i tot..
i wanna forget it all
i wanna bury it..
i wan it all gone.....
n only smile wen i see him n be happy that we had something b4
in time i will be able to do dat..
but how do i make it faster..
i know i'm being greedy
but i need this now more than ever