vodka the super depressant

all i can say is i dunno y bt i'm breaking up inside..
wen i'm with my frens i hide my real feelings
and then i come home
i close the door
i break down on the inside
i dunno how to describe the feeling
of not having anything
but i have everything
i know its weird what i'm saying
but sometimes i rather not have anything
than to feel how i felt
its like my heart is crying
as i put on a brave face
everyone thinks i'm so strong
so brave
nothing can bring me down
they're wrong
coz if they're true then why do i feel like i'm falling apart?
i blame vodka
lolz.. random