booze

today never really started and now i dunno how its gonna end..
as i play this sad song again again again and again..
i learn to live a little longer..
as i play this sad song again again again and again
i felt the stab in my chest
the tightness in my breathes
my irregular intakes of air
the rythm of my beating heart gets faster and gets louder
emitting echo of its pounds to the walls of my body
wat did i do wrong?
why did it have to end now?
wat should i do now?
to end this misery.........
just as easy as he was to add himself in my life
just within those mins he deleted me from his
just hw long can i keep this strong face?
lol
it just broke......