nothing

i shud have just said ntg......
i dunno y i tot it'd b any different this time really
it happened b4, it'll happen again
y did i think it ll b any different
yea u think u r different
bt i'd believe dat if u din reACT n say things dat r da same as the rest
sure u r a romantic
sure u understand
really? do u really think so?
i may nt b understanding in ur eyes
bt hey were u really dat understanding to begin wit
yea sure u do hav ur level of understanding
bt really? do u think u do understand everything?
my reASONs n my past may nt b AS tragic as urs
bt does dat make me any less human than u?
yea i did something wrong
even if i did the right thing it may b wrong to someone else
so hey as usual i take the blame
yes i am wrong
i am a bitch
yea im out to ruin ur life
bla bla bla blahhhh
y is it dat it is always my fault?
u put me on the spot
i had to choose between protecting ur feelings by lying to u or tell the truth n face a sad perhaps angry face till the day we break up because of all the doubts of untold feelings
we were practically strangers at dat time
hw would i know better if u were to hate me or respect me for dat
n now after 6 months together ur taking back n doubting everything i said or say for something dat happened on day 1
words r easy to say
but actions take every passion in u to do it
so i stand corrected
was everything dat i suffered everything dat i sacrifice for you meant ntg just because of dat L word?
i guess i should have just said ntg